So I do believe that stress and life officially are married, their vows are said and their faithfulness will be upheld, no cheaters here people. Life has become extremely stressful as of late- lawsuit, life worries, money worries, child worries, dealings with other peoples ex's worries.... need I go on, probably not.
I understand and believe that prior life choices or non choices have consequences later on in life but if I had known that some choices I made would result in what I'm dealing with now I would have been a millionaire because I would cashed in on the psychic abilities that I had gained. Unfortunately I'm neither psychic nor a millionaire so I deal.
I vent to coworkers that have been in similar situations, write postings in my blog, I stew over things and then write bitchy emails to people that aren't doing what I believe they should for the money I paid them and I look to my boyfriend and my cousin for comfort. The support from them is what gets me to the next day, even with the worries still sitting on my shoulders.
Damn my family for being natural worriers lol, I think it intensified with me because I get it from both sides of my family. But what can you do, you can't choose your family. Things will get better... hahahahaha sorry I have to laugh at that because that is so not me saying that, that is my alter ego that wants me to believe that it's true, but I'm a pessimist to heart. I'd rather have the disappointment now and then the joy later when things work out, cause hey if they don't I'm already disappointed and I don't have to deal with more disappointment, right?
To end with words from a friend- "You can never make the same mistake twice, because the second time you make it, it's not a mistake...it's a choice!"
Adieu!
